My Heart's Damaged, Damaged ♥

☆ Angel - No Matter ☆

basically nthg much todae. just woke up to have stiff shoulders. =x
tink due to ytd bahx. strained both my shoulders while carrying those heavy stuff.
hmmm.. anyway rush and help my precious write his past 3mths record for his logistic checking.
so tiring can? one mth about 28daes. 3mths = 84pages of records!
and i help kor to write about 1mth and plus.
why will goverment check on all tish? its just baically, the dates. the temperature of the freezer. the location of the delivery.
haahs* and precious forgot to tell me i needed to sign (cos i know how to imitate his "easy" signature). okays, and he need to sign that 84pages back in his office. wahahaha*

hes busy with his Tears of the World this evening larhx.. have to touch it, up a level or two before he can go to bed. *humpf* guys ar.. went attached to the pc/game, they are really into it larhx. but nehmind larhx. thats his relaxation after a day of hard work.
i wana get myself a game gadget too~! to occupy myself just lyk him. wahaha*

ima so HAPPY! precious took leave for tml and fridae! i know he actually going out with his best bud tml. but happen that its cancelled. so.. tml hes all MINE! tho still no plans yet but im still so delighted after he told me his on leave. (: hearts baby. ilu.

internet at my precious place is really very bad. i dunno isit starhub's prob or what? its making me piss of at times. wana upload song need to take so darn long. okays. anyway, i wana share a song from healing hands. normally eu will hear theres tish beautifully melody at times in the show. below is the song that i wana share. Angel - No Matter. IDIOT! cant upload the song. imeem got problem can? haish.

Doesn't matter whom you are with

Doesn't matter where you are going

Don't you know I'm still waiting here for you

And pray for you

In the sunny days, Sun will light your day

In the windy days, when will we go away?

I have to say, you're my treasure moments

Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears

In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain

Just go your way and leave things all behind

Spread your wings and fly away

I'm pretending your mine

I'm wishing you'll be fine

The moments we share never die

You've made a difference to my life

Boy , I want You back .
12:10 PM

☆ 蔡淳佳 & 金海心 - 女人们的咖啡 ☆

一壶成套式两人分的咖啡呀

一屋子芬芳气息

两个女人见到

话题永远不停

哦关于男人

关于女人和自己

整个世界都要整理

有时候只有跟你说才有头绪

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义

女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆

下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心

我们总聊聊互相的安慰彼此打气

信用卡可以买到一季的流行

却买不到真实自己

只有听你说的分析深入我心

就算是小小的竞争或是在斗气

这一切都不是问题

用一杯咖啡的时间都能搞定

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义

女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆

下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心

我们总聊聊互相的安慰彼此打气

下次见面拿杯咖啡

时间地点先定

下次见面那些事情

没话说我听你

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义

女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义

女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆

下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心

我们总聊聊互相的安慰彼此打气

Boy , I want You back .
12:13 AM

☆ emo.. ☆

music, the language of the world*

i miss music. i miss band. i miss my clarinet. i miss those gud old daes..
thanks xh for sending me the pict. thanks for yer concern. im fine. no worries ya. (=
i will let eu know if i can meet eu up on the coming sat okays?

anyway, just had my dinner not long ago.
but im craving for CHIPSTER SPICY POTATO CHIPS now! hees* i just lurve tish potato chips so much. precious will always buy. and 2 of us will finish the giant pack while watching tv. im still feeling hungry..
mebe i din have anything for the whole dae expect just now dinner.
arrrgghh~! i really wana have chipster now. haahs*

healing hands 3 gonna start soon. (:
my fave show larhx.
before that was reading in forums. was stuck to this thread the whole dae larhx. "Kyochiro's Ghostly Tales" where everyone share their experience or stories larhx.
tho precious beside me, but still kinda scare larhx.
haahs*

anyways, tink i end here for now.
gotta catch my healing hands now.
(:

ciaox.

Boy , I want You back .
10:06 PM

☆ ): i hate it.. ☆

I SIMPLY HATE EU!

DO EU KNOW HOW ANGRY AND SAD I AM RIGHT NOW?

FCUK!

Boy , I want You back .
6:51 PM

☆ 古巨基 - 情歌王 (劲歌金曲2) ☆

as usual. stayed hme on this lovely sundae. slept till near 11am when precious came back from his pract. *baby, dun sad. rebook again alright? i know is the food that we had last night and eu got diarrhea. sorry! okays anyway, xinhue was hme with his guy. then they went to buy lunch back. had chix rice. (= still got like 1/4 of the one whole chix we had is left. haahs* not that nice i guess. it just taste so different from the others i had before, and the chilli taste weird weird with the chix and its a bit too spicy. i thought the chix rice from precious hse nearby de is not bad. but dunno how come become lidat le.. mebe changed owner le bahx..

nothing much to do. went youtube. watched HARDGAY! haahs* tish japanese dude is just so funny can. i always cheer myself up by watching hardgay larhx. (= then went to look for song's mv. then found 古巨基 - 情歌王 (劲歌金曲2). so so so nice can? anyway, leo ku in the mv is just a damn sweet guy larhx. theres 2 part for this mv as the whole song is about 13mins.

PART 1

PART 2

okays gurys. gotta end here for now.
need to go to the loo le. =x

Boy , I want You back .
4:36 PM

☆ ima bored! =x ☆

wah~! its my 3rd post in one dae ya. (: tish proof how bored i am.

haish. ima so bored can? whole dae at hme. nowhere to go. nothing to do. ima gonna bored to death. sleeping is a waste of time. its a saturdae! fcuk* what am i doing here? i simply have no life okays? i miss the gud old daes, where everdae seems so pack with school, works or dates.. haahs* i simply miss those daes..

hasnt been working for the past 2weeks. ): enough rest le. but ive yet to find a job. been to so many interviews, but theres no news till now. sent so many resumes but either nothing comes back of just a one or two calls that will tell eu, "we will get back to eu once an interview is being arranged". duh.. isit that hard to get a job now? did i really made the wrong choice of resigning due to my impulse? please.. i need a job so badly!

enuff of my whining le bahx.

hope precious will bring me go gaigai later. if not just bring me go my temple. i just wana get out of this squarish room asap! i miss my bunch of bros and my girls. hope can catch eu guys later. =D
very long nvr go rounding with eu peeps le. and super! hees* i lurve super lahx.

* i wish we could have tried harder to save it..

(= nice pict right? kapok from kor's bloggie. hees* i simply lurve tish pict the moment i see.. thanks kor!

was playing this "Tower Blaster" from friendster. kinda interesting larhx. always stuck at stage2. )): jiayou rain! hees* its too big to be placed in my bloggie. so only can provide the direct link.

http://www.clearspring.com/widgets/471529a22ff8eb55?pid=4812ecbcb5810cdd

Boy , I want You back .
5:31 PM

☆ Morning! ☆

Good Morning! (=
ima still awake, still feeling fresh. gosh! its 4.40am now! i should be in bed larhx. i feeling kinda hungry now. *craving for mac BIG BREAKFAST and mebe some fried carrot cake? talking about mac breakfast, think i haven have any for about half a year? haahs* but i know the new macgriddles is yucky larhs. precious had it for his breakfast. and he actually called me to tell me how bad it is larhx. think i shall stick to my big breakfast and hotcakes. =D

just finish one short espiode of happy tree friends. haahs* so funny can? but its really not suitable for young little children to watch larhx. cos most of their scene lyk so cruel and bloddy larhx. actually heard of this happy tree friends during my poly life. but i nvr seen one espiode at all. finally todae, xinhue tell me the webby. ater watching one espiode with her, i start to lyk it larhx. ((: thanks girl!

other then downloading podcast for happy tree friends, ima also hunting for new and nice fonts at http://www.dafont.com/. tish webby also intro by xinhue larhx. (: anyway, found some nice nice de. lurve* it. has also been trying to upload a song to imeem. but failed to do so. )= i just lurve the song so much can? its WITH HIM by BABYFACE. an oldies, but its so super duper nice. sometimes a song can say so much about a person's mood. as for me, mebe ima not very gud at words. so theres time i will use songs to express my mood and feelings.
okays, anyway.. i manage to find the video for tish song in youtube. tho not the original, but still its the song that i want.

With Him

So ya never meant to hurt nobody
Well I think your full of it
'Cause if ya really really didn't wanna hurt nobody
You wouldn't slept with my best friend
And I bring insult to my injury
You weren't a bit discrete
And while the world stood witness
To my embarrassment
You put a knife inside of me

Chorus:
How could you fall in love with him
How could you give your heart to him
Thought we'd grow old
As lovers
Together till the end
How could you fall
fall in love with him

Now I know we've had our, up and downs
And that I do admit
But sometimes lovers go astray
But you've made it permanent
Oh I can't be there understanding
My heart's just not that big ( no it ain't, no it ain't)
And I can take the pain
Of infidelity
But I can't take you with him

(Chorus)

Thought we'd grow old
As lovers
Together till the end
How could you fall
Fall in love with him

everyone enjoy! (:
i shall try to sleep now. its 5 plus in the morning le.
niteys.

LURVE*

Boy , I want You back .
4:38 AM

☆ 1ST POST IN NEW BLOG! (= ☆

whoo-hoo* finally done with my new blog. (= kinda contented ba. hees*
black background. simple. changed my url too.
hope i can keep tish blog alive as long as i can alright? =p

hmmm. so many things happened recently. hope i can stay strong and moved on. i really hope things will turn out well so me real SOON!
its kinda late now, but my mind still so awake can?
there's nothing much i can do at this hour larhx.
web-browsing is boring. no show to watch at this hour. viwawa i played till sianx le. ): pangya i will play til my eyes close. haahs* thats not my purpose cos i donchwan my lappy to fall off my lap and hurt on the floor.
okays anyway, ima real BORED now! =D

hao larhx. shall end here for todae.
LURVE*

Boy , I want You back .
2:16 AM