My Heart's Damaged, Damaged ♥

☆ 你我变的越来越陌生。。 ☆

陌生 = strange; unfamiliar
距离 = distant; to be apart

我跟你的距离好像越来越遥远了。。
有时候的我会觉得你不在是我认识的那个人。
我们之间的话题渐渐的变少，在一起的时间也慢慢的缩短。
是我想太多了吗？

很想很想跟你分享我的一切。
喜；怒；哀；乐
很想抱着你然后大哭一场。
可是。。
只想要你24小时里的那5分钟就像是一种奢侈品。
应该是时候我开始学习一个人生活了吧。
也许没有我在你身旁，你会过的比较好，比较快乐。
说的容易做得难！
我真的要放弃吗？
我可以吗？

此时此刻的我是超想你。
但。。我能做些什么？
我一点都不坚强，我一点都不勇敢。
我只想要你的一些些爱，一点点的合乎。
我以失去我最疼爱的弟弟，我真的不想在失去我心爱的你。。

爱情到底是什么？

Boy , I want You back .
10:20 PM

☆ 26th October 2008 ☆

yay! (=
its a sundae and baby agreed to go shopping with me!
and i brought him to SLICE to eat ice at far east plaza.
宝贝万岁！
so walk around far east. bought some finger food.
after munching, we head to SLICE.
a small outlet but the ice ish really nice.
its in slices.
let picture do the talking for me. (=

baby have HotChick, while i have moi FirstKiss. (=

before & after! (= yesh, we finish everythg.

the boss there is friendly. (=

while we were there, theres a grp of taiwanese from SLICE too.

anyway, we enjoy our SLICE.

we head to CATHAY for muvee.

watched "Coffin".

basically, i dunch understand the story at all.

but i did kana scared for a couple of times.

oh yah, while waiting for muvee we had our hi-tea at starkbucks/coffeebean. (i forgot ish which le.) = x

after muvee we headed hme.

took some pictures in the car.

but i just lurve the below one.

can eu spot the difference?

= D

Boy , I want You back .
8:29 PM

☆ 真的累了。。 ☆

我真的好累！

真的，真的好累。。

好想飞到一个遥远的地方重新生活。

好想，好想放下这里的一切。

可是我能够这么做吗？

时间真的冲淡所有一切吗？

已经过了6个月。。

为何我还是放不下？

我到底需要多久的时间才能把所发生的事望了，只把你放在我心里的某一角落。

你离开也有半年了。。

到现在我还是超想你的。

时不时，所发生的画面都会浮现在我脑海里。

4月25日就象是昨天而已。

对不起，我没能做好一切。

请你给我多点勇气好吗？

我真的好想放弃！

我可能不是一位好朋友，所以他们才会这样的对我。

虽然我真的好伤心，可是我还是要坚强的望前走下去。

亲爱的弟弟，我答应过你会帮你好好的把为完成的路走完。

请替我加油打气，应为我知道你任然在我的身旁。

下午见！我会带你喜欢吃的去探望你。

Boy , I want You back .
2:13 AM

☆ 杨丞琳 - 带我走 ☆

杨丞琳 new song ytd 全亚州首播 on 933.
a nice song both 词曲 was done by 苏打绿
the song should be playing in the background right now.
hope eu peeps lyk tish song as much as i do.
went to do a search, this song ish the 片尾曲 for 不良校花片尾曲。
anyway, just a lil' intro for tish new song..

ima not feeling well since last night.
vomited. feel so giddy. gastric damn pain.
gosh! i wonder whats wrong with me..
feel so terrible!!!
tish morleng boss insist me to go back work after i have seen the doc.
i nearly wanna complain to MOM can?
whats the point of doctor giving me a MC?
she wanted me to go back so much as next tuesday ish our 2nd auction, and she thought i still yet to finish what ima doing.
most of the things i already prepared!
please! i still have the quality at work de alright?
now i only left the PPT which has to do some amendments and some update for the Order of Sale.
i dunch tink i wont be able to finish the abovementioned b4 i off work tml norhx.
she even wants me to stay late on friday to make sure everythg is done.
can she dunch be so last min? let check our things by tml to make sure everythg is done!
eu are a boss lei, ima just yer girl.
admin officer doesnt mean i have to do every shit for eu.
if ima not at work, eu feel handicap right?
cos basically eu dunno much things!
= x

after so much ranting, i still hope my blog wont get sexposed to others.
i still want tish job..
=D

anyway, have a great dae ahead peeps!
cheers!
wish me speedy recovery.

Boy , I want You back .
1:39 PM

☆ late nitey.. ☆

shucks!
i hate tish feeling ima having right now!
its the 3rd time ima re-typing tish blog..

i wanna blog yet ima lost of words.
i wanna update as its been 2weeks since i last blog.
but.. i just dunno whats wrong with me.
i guess its the cold weather and the quiet nitey makes me emo.
i guess ive bottled up too much stuff once again.
its time to have a cry and relieve myself bahx.

whole dae, ima tinkg of eu.
wondering where eu right now.
tinkg what eu doing now.
asking myself if i will have the chance to see eu in my dreams again.
telling myself to be strong and carry on tish journey on behalf for eu.
boy, i miss eu!
coming to 6mths le.
i dunno should say time flies or what..

i always believe time will heal the wound.
but how long does it take tish time round to heal tish deeply cut wound of mine?

Boy , I want You back .
12:51 AM

☆ 南拳媽媽 -下雨天 ☆

南拳媽媽 -下雨天

first heard tish song from someone's blog while i was blog-hopping.

then just now baby on tish song, i was lyk "gosh! the song i lyk!"

its a nice song.

下雨天了怎么办

我好想你

不敢打给你

我找不到原因

什么失眠的声音

变得好熟悉

沉默的场景

做你的代替

陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷

谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞

一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫

谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞

一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难

过别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

Boy , I want You back .
9:28 PM

☆ 周杰伦 - 失落非主流 ☆

was toking about jay's new song last night.

it should be playing when eu open up my blork link.

周杰伦 - 失落非主流

yesh! super in lurve with tish song currently.

as i read thru the lyrics while listen to it, my tears flow down..

its not advisable to listen when eu are EMO!

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

Boy , I want You back .
8:23 PM

☆ Painted Skin 画皮 ☆

its been a week; 7daes ever since i last blog.

din really have anytime to do much things.
finally had our first ever auction dae!
its lyk "FINALLY" can? ima totally drained out.
lucky todae ish holiday!
yesh, as i post tish entry.. its the 1st October 2008.
SELEMAT HARI RAYA! =D

got so much to rant alright!
todae ish a super piss-ed* dae!!!
my MS Office (trial) expires! = x
cant use to do my work.
they installed open office fer me, but ish not compatible can?
where will they be the same when MS Office ish a paid product while open office ish a FREE~!
damn fuck sia.
finally they wanna purchase license fer me.
idotic ppl with no B-R-A-I-N-S!
ima dumb but ima not that stupid till i dunch no what ish the difference between the 2 products!
better get me the license soon if not i wont be able to do any work, and dunch blame me for that!
lastly, DUNCH MAKE YER PROBLEM MY PROMBLE ALRIGHT!
=S

anyway, meet darling at jurong point after work.
went to billybombers to eat.
yucks* the food nort nice todae! = x
but darling lurve the pork ribs i ordered.
and darling bought me to watch 画皮(Painted Skin)
nort that nice bahx.
kinda bored.
haahs!
what make me luff ish the guy sitting beside darling.
he got lotsa pattern can?
when he first settle down, he do some stretching and tilt his neck left and right.
then he drank a yakult. darling say:"他还小啊？"
its nort that drinking yakult means eu are young, but who drinks yakult in the cinema?
then he eat non-stop throught the whole 2hrs muvee.
and he even lick a cup. i dunch noe if its a cup of mashed potato or what. anyway he just keep licking larhs.
when we were leaving after the muvee, what make me laugh more ish the way he dress.
=D
black sleeveless top which can show his muscles. a high waist jeans and typical slipper.
hahas!
anyway, please dunch watch the show unless eu got xtra money and dunch noe where to spend.
(=

currently ima in lurve with jay's new song:" 失落非主流"

thanks to biao kor!
dunch worry, we support originals!
(=
pre-order jay's album le.
just waiting for the day.
hees!

alright,
will upload the song to my blog soon.
anyway, ciaos fer now.
niteys ppl!

Boy , I want You back .
12:57 AM