My Heart's Damaged, Damaged ♥

☆ DIDI IMA GOONA MISS EU.. ☆

so long nvr blog. and yet when i wanted to revive my blog, its sucha lousy entry..
for those who have know, my dearest didi has passed away tish morning due to an accident..
i din expect anything lyk tish to happen..
the moment ima at the hospital, the doc told me hes alr gone..
my hearts shuttered. i cant stop crying.
i miss him so much..
we was having losta fun. and the next moment hes gone..

thanks for those who came todae.
me and my family really appreciated everything.
TOR = TREASURE OR REGRET..
TOR members, i know eu guys very upset. gotta move on. please treasure everyone ard eu from now on.. eu will never know when he/she will go so far away from eu..

didi, jie miss eu so much. no matter what, i still lurves eu. eu will always be inside of my heart. i know eu are somewhere watching over us. please take care of yourself. i hope eu still can be my didi in our next life. (:
I LURVE EU BRO~!

R.I.P..

Boy , I want You back .
9:56 PM

☆ 伍家辉 - 虽然我愿意 ☆

i lurve tish song so damn much. (: "虽然我愿意"
变奏曲's ending song.
tish song got 2 version. one is by 伍家辉, while the other is by a lady.
both voice sounded the same. but when you really listen to it, eu will notice the difference.
~~anyway, i dunch have the song yet.~~ i have le!
super nice song. i nvr get tired of listening after so many times. (:
haahs*

cheers to 伍家辉 for having sucha great song. =D

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说

别让我每个夜为你受折磨

是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

别让我因为你被回忆折磨

而空气凝结了我们的脸孔

我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题

依然想念着你

虽然被放弃

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你

心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说

当我说我要你从此好好过

是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

赐给我你现在幸福的笑容

别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔

请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题

依然想念着你

虽然被放弃

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你

心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意

心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么问题

依然想念着你

虽然被放弃

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你

心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意

(心还想着你)

Boy , I want You back .
3:52 PM

☆ 歌手：永邦歌曲：一追再追 ☆

i wonder whats wrong with me tonight..
ima so emo. i dunno why i just feel so sad.
nthg happen. nthg ish wrong.
suddenly just feel so damn emo can?
while watching healing hands, i tear. while listening to 一追再追, i also tear..
aiyo! just whats wrong with me?
):

这一生拼命的追

追到尽头为了谁

我却为了你在乎,为爱探途

剧情不断的重复

醒来(相爱)的迷雾

脑海里的每一幕

爱恨交错

唯一的追逐

以渐渐模糊

无情的残酷

当爱已落幕,才渐渐清楚谁曾为我哭

一追再追

不停寻找生命里每分每秒

却遗失你的好

原来多么可笑

一追再追

回忆不停的旋转,将我围绕

我向上天祷告

想念你的笑再看一次也好

okays peeps,

hope yer lyk the song too. (:

will blog again later.

hees*

Boy , I want You back .
10:45 PM

☆ looking forward.. ☆

tiring todae! ):
din sleep well last night. insomnia again i guess.
i simply hate myself when i cant seems to fall asleep and have enough rest! =S

precious was very late for work tish morning. we woke up at 5am when he needed to reach his office at 4.30am can?
2 alarm clocks din ring. hes handy alarm din ring too!
or maybe we are simply too deep into our sleep and cant hear a single sound? haahs*
anyhow we quickly woke up and precious dropped me off before he went to work.

thought ima so tired that i wana sleep right away.
but i toss and toss, and i just cant get to sleep.
hence i switched on my lappy and browse around til my eyes are tired. =x
just when i was about to fell into deep sleep, the rain water splashes on my window sound woke me up. followed by thunder sound.
yah, i scare of thunder and lightnings since young. imagine i will cover my ears right after i saw flashes of lightnings.
okays anyways, i couldnt sleep after being woke up by thunder.
toss around and force myself to sleep.
so glad that i manage to sleep but i woke up in an hr time later.
duh! -.-" what happened to me sia?
in the end i din manage to have any sleep, except for those intervals where i did try to close my eyes for a few mins.
haish*

meet jessie in the afternoon for interviews.
yah, that lady was late larhx. but nvrmind larhx.
we will start work next mondae! wee* i got work to do le. ((:
okays, tho ish only a temp job but still im happie with it.
1st) i can work with jessie, meaning work wont be so bored.
2nd) we are sort of paid to do easy job. =D
3rd) we can chose where we want to work.
4th) we are told that we can read magz, play games & etc, provided we do our job.
sounds cool right?
anyway, tish job ish organised by ntuc media. they are giving out sg flyers tix to 15000 winners larhx.
so across the next 2 weeks, we just need to station ourselves either at amk or bt batok to issue those official letters to those winners.
simply right?
haahs*
ima looking forward to next mondae!

after the briefing, went lau pa sat to eat. then brought muffins for precious. (:
then walked to one fullerton for a drink at starbucks.
then cont to walk to cityhall to take train back to yishun.
when threading. had my eyebrowns thread. 7$ can? kinda expensive compare to those 5$ at some places.
then went seperate ways. jessie went to find zeng, while i make myself hme and wait for precious to come over.

anyway, precious was glad that i can find myself a temp job to occupy myself at the moment.
(:
okays larhx.
shall end here for todae.
nightys peeps!

Boy , I want You back .
10:19 PM

☆ updated my blog! (: ☆

as eu all can see, ive make some changes to tish blog.
*font changed
*added some colours to replace those whitish fontings
*added "her cliques" and photos too
(:
so happy! starts to lurve my new blog more.
12th post for tish new blog. hees*

going for 2 interview tomorrow.
1) with jessie. admin job.
2) secretary at raffles place.
wish me good luck! (:

haahs*
i dunno what to blog sia.. ):
anyhow, all the best to myself for tml!

GAMBATEI O!

Boy , I want You back .
12:15 AM

☆ Same Script, Different Cast. ☆

a song to share again. Same Script, Different Cast by Whitney Houston & Debroah Cox. ((:

I know he's leaving me for you
Who said that, who told you
That is true
What is he telling you
Could it be the same things that he told me

He told me that he loved me
(I heard that)
he told me I was beautiful
how did you know, how did you know
cause I played the scene before

CHORUS
This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause it won't last
Same script, different cast

What you're saying could be true
But how can I take advice from you
I'm not hating
But I wish the one before me
Would have warned me too

Don't say no more (lalalala)
Uncover your ears girl
I'm not listening (lalalala)
But I know you hear me
Maybe my reasons are wrong
But I know that you believe me

CHORUS

It's your fault you didn't love him enough
That's the problem
I loved him too much
And when you love him
He becomes unattracted to you

Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong
So go away, leave us the hell alone
He loves me (he'll hurt you)
He'll stay with me (he'll leave you)
For sure, for sure

CHORUS

This is a retake of your life
You were his star for many nights
But now the roles have changed
I'm the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause this will last
I'm his future, you're his past

This is a retake of my life (of your life)
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now (just watch us now)
Cause it won't last (I know it will last)
Same script, different cast

Boy , I want You back .
4:49 PM

☆ random posts. ☆

2nd May 2008

its a fridae! precious din work. but he woke up early for his bike practical.. no, should be a revision before he can proceed to practical5. he passed! so happy larhx. so the coming tue, he will have his practical5 le. (:

while i was playing my CRISIS CORE - FINAL FANTASY VII, precious say we are going to JB! yeah!!! so happy can? beri long nver go JB with precious le. but.. his best bud, zh also going with us. anyway, its alright larhx. prepare and off we go JB. ((:

JAM~!!! thought the web road traffic shows smooth traffic, but the cars going in JB is so jam and pack larhx. only did we realise is only sg side is jam. theres no queue when going JB. very smooth. hmmm. dunno what sg ish up to also. closed a few lane when they know theres a massive jam behind..
went citysquare to shop and eat. had marrybrown for our lunch. precious bought a pair of slipper and 2tops. (: i din buy anything for myself tho. hees* then went too pump petrol then prepare to go hme le lor. oh yah, bought 有線怪談 part 1 & 2 as his daddy alr brought part 3 & 4. (: hees* lurve this HK show can. he got addicted when i intro this show to him. okays, anyway.. reached hme around 7plus 8 i guess. then stay hme the whole night le.

no picts for todae. ): but anyhow, i have a great dae with precious. muacks*

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

3rd May 2008

saturdae! (: precious back to work. was a boring morning & early afternoon. din have anythg to do larhx. had a hotdog bread with additional 2 hotdogs for lunch. haahs* will become hotdog soon sia. =x when i was feeling sleepy and about to fall asleep, precious came hme le. haahs* so glad to see him larhx. but he was too tired to entertain me. hence he went to sleep lorhx.

he slept till 8pm then i go wake him up. cos need to go temple. had western for dinner. hees* after temple, we all went to upper thomson for prata. me and precious had iced teh chino, paper prata with ice-cream and mushroom cheese with egg prata. we not share okays? we have one of each. haahs* afterwhich, we go yishun by going thru the devils bend. then went cheehong's hse there to slack til ard 3am then went hme. precious only can close his eyes for awhile then he's off to work le.
poor baby. ):

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

4th May 2008

i slept at about 6 in the morning. woke up at 9plus. so tired can? precious back hme from work. then he came over my place around 12plus. he start sleeping soon after he lied down on my "broken" bed. yah. my queen size bed has collapse the night before. but luckily precious do it in a way that we still can sleep comfortable on it larhx. anyway, my new bed frame is gonna arrive on mondae afternoon. yeah!!! ish precious chose and buy for me de. (: thanks darling!
anyway, he slept till 9pm larhx. then wake up, eat a little, watch 有線怪談 then watch teebee. around 12mn, me hungry again, so we order mac to eat. haaahs* precious eat liao, we talk awhile then he off to bed again.
(:

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

5th May 2008

8plus in the morning, precious called and wake me up. =S so early can? but cos the bed frame is arriving in the afternoon, hence i have to wake up to clear my room. called the town council to ask them to arrange someone to come and remove my old bed frame. told them to come between 12-2. but not a single soul appear until i called them at around 2pm.

yah. a bangala came. he look young i guess. he dunno how to dismantle it la. but i thought just need to unscrew then can dismantle le. so i went to try and unscrew. can lor.. duh! anyway, he went to look for someone here to help him. its a malay guy lah. so he manage to unscrew the bed fame.
what makes me angry is, they nearly smash my teebee can?! wth larhx! they din hold the wooden frame properly, and it slip and fell on my teebee! lucky nvr smash lorhx. but i wonder if my teebee ish alright larhx. ):

now waiting for my new bed frame to come larhx. sianz. so tired and hot! tho the weather now is quite cooling as its gonna rain soon i guess. watching a show which has repeated dunno for how many times larhx. everytime i watch, it happens to be the first esp of tish show larhx. duh! i haven had my lunch. ): but i had 3 small little malay donuts and milk for breakfast. ((:
my precious ish angry with me for not kissing him goodbye tish morning. SORRY! dun angry okays? i know eu wont de larhx. hees*

okays larhx. gonna continue with my job hunting le.
tkae care peepx.

Boy , I want You back .
2:54 PM

☆ Suntec & Sheesha (= ☆

01 May 2008

HAPPY HAPPY LABOUR DAE~!

ima simply so damn happy can? haahs* (= darling morning came hme and he din wake me up from my sweety dreams. i think he was so bored larhx. then he start to munch on chipster then listen to podcast. i was woken up by his munching sound. yah. the moment i wake up he was like "YEAH! eu finally wake up liao, i so bored larhx!" haahs* =D

then when i wake up and listen to the pocast with him, he fell asleep after playing his psp. duh! -.-" haahs* anyway, he was woken up by ME! haahs* cos jessie called me. yah. planning to go out to gaigai larhx. precious know i yearn to go out so much, so he agreed to bring me go out with them. (= muacks* drove to suntec. met up with jessie, zeng & alvin. when to have dinner at JustNoodles. had a full dinner. had some fun while eating also. hees* afterwhich, went around to walk. and we decide to go try Sheesha at arab street that since we have nothing much to do.

drove to arab street. was hunting high and low for tish sheesha stall can? we were bluff by those ppl who was smoking sheesha when we asked them for direction earlier on. ask us go opp, which is a carpet shop but seems nthg inside. in the end, me and precios both tried using maps and asiamaps on our handy. lucky i manage to find and let precious study the direction larhx.. its like we past by so many times, but we din know its just exactly there. duh..

anyway, went to the back ally to sit down. only 5 of us. cool weather i should said. we ordered 2 sheesha. the boss intro the mix fruits flavour for me & jessie. while the guys tried on the mint one. the boss kept asking if we are above 18 not. duh.. haahs* he say we dun look like. and ask how we keep ourselves from going old. =D din know how to smoke the sheesha, hence the boss actually taught us how larhx. okays. baically, its like smoking. so just take a deep breathe BUT dun talek larhx. okays.. although dun have the kick like normal smoking but still we think its a gud place to chill out tho. took some picts and we chatted til round 1030. oh ya, we din manage to finish the sheesha. mix fruits ish not nice. i prefered mint. cos mix fruits got a very weird taste. ya. anyway, zeng will go back for his "cappacuino". haahs*

headed to jalan kayu for prata. met up with morier there. yups. precious was craving for prata so he ate a chocolate and normal prata. while i ate cheese & mushroom de. not that yummy i guess. haahs* eat and chatted til 1230 lidat. then went back hme le. suppose precious wana go jb with them de. but because of me, he din go. (= thanks dear! had an early night. bathe le, watch a bit tv then fell aslp le.

okays. thats all for last night. below ish the fotos taken. (:

preparing to go out.*

at suntec. jessie & me. i lurve the 2nd pict so much!*

below will be picts taken at the back alley where we had our sheesha. too lazy to do tag for each photo. so yups, thats a few photos below out of everything. and you will notice there is some where we try to be so funny can? njoy! (=

thats all~! ((:

Boy , I want You back .
11:52 PM