☆ i want my own FREEDOM! ☆
i dun lyk to be in control!
i always dislike ppl to tell me what to do.
i always hate it when ppl start to question me.
i just hate ppl to treat me as thou ima still a lil' girl.
i just want things to go my way.
i cant accept things that has been arrange by other ppl for me..
from the start.. i shouldnt have accept the kindness of his sister. neither should i be so naive to believe that it will be easy to take up the challenge in logistic line once again..
ima just so stupid can..
things wasnt what i think it supposed to be..
it just so different and difficult to overcome it.
or am i just not that prepared to start a new job?
the workload was heavy..
the stress there was that easy to cope with too.
and ima that stupid to think that working OT, there is OT pay. BUT.. ima totally wrong. i worked 11hrs OT in just 5 days, one of the dae i even worked till 1230am can?
ima not paid for all my hardwork.
and my superior still blame me for not completing my job and having her to finish for me..
i got so much to whine. so much to complain.
but..
having to decide whether to continue all leave is so hard!
his family will be super pissed off i guess. especially his sister.
i cannot imagine the scene.
just lyk todae, i overslept. and i end up nvr go work.
came over his place just now.
ima prepared to get those looks and questioning.
):
his mum asked me why i nvr work. but ima just lazy to reply.
his sis give me those looks as usual..
-sigh-
i hate myself!
i accidentally delete some of the photos in my kor's camera..
haish..
so sad..
anyway to revive the pictures in the memory card?
...
i need a BREAK!!!
Boy , I want You back .
9:11 PM
