☆ it hurts. its disappointing. ☆
it hurts when i see those changes again.
and its disappointing that you did it again.
texting girls in wlny. changing status to dont disclose. withdrawn all yer pict with me.
its damn fuckup to see all this alright?
have eu ever ever spare a thought for me?
i hate it.
i nvr nvr like tish kinda insecured feeling.
things wasnt gud for me.
i thought eu will the one whos always there.
but.. i tink ima wrong.
trying to cope with my distorted life.
yet, eu just added salt to my wound.
simply hate it alright!
awhile more to my 21st bdae le.
but..
dun think i can be any happier.
already very sad that i cant celebrate and yet ima even more sad cause of what i have seen.
2008 is really damn fuckup can?
i used to look forward to 25june & 25july.
cos its my guy's bdae, and mine.
but this time round, 25th is a nightmare.
25may, death-date for my precious boy.
tho 2mths had passed.
but things really seems lyk ytd.
seriously, i miss eu!
i gotta be stronger than before.
ima trying hard to cope with everythg.
i wish i have more willpower.
someone pls guide me along.
ima totally exhausted with all things that have come my way.
i need a break.
really, a break from here..
boy, i lurve eu.
(:
Boy , I want You back .
11:47 PM
