promised to blog and update..
(:
here i am to do some updating.
hmm.. where should i start from?
congratz to myself! (=
resigned. found myself a job in propnex. finally its somethg related to real estate.
i think ima gonna stay long with this job and lurve it i guess.
job title although is only a admin officer. but ima really looking forward to work next week!
good luck & all the best to myself!!!
happy belated to my belurve darling!
hope eu lyk everythg i done for eu. ((:
brought him to DOZO.
had a wonderful dinner and little surprises.
back home to cut the cake i brought for him.
muacks* lurve.
at the same time, its been 1mth plus ever since he left.
i miss him so much can?
ima trying hard not to think.. but it seems to be so difficult!
that day just seems to lyk ytd.
every now and then, the scene at the hospital keep flash back.
the memories of him kept running thru my mind.
its hard to come to sense that he's gone.
daddy tried to drink to make himself sleep.
its hurts to see him this way.
ima upset that i cant do anythg to make him feel better.
i feel so lost without him around.
boy, i really miss eu so much..
mood hasnt been so good for me recently.
feel irritated easily.
and feel sad the next moment.
whats wrong with me?!
i hate the way i am now.
i hate it so much.
can someone lend me a good shoulder to lean on, and a good hug to assure me everythg is fine?
i simply got no strength to keep on moving.
i need a break.
i wana be happy.
but.. how?
ANNOUNCEMENT!
Babes & Dudes who read my blog, please take note:-
I WONT BE HOLDING ANY 21st BDAE PARTY/CELEBRATION.
reson being: my precious bro passed away recently. after talking to my daddy. i decided not to hold any celebration for my bdae.
but i do hope i can meet up with eu peeps, especially my polymates. i miss eu guys so much.
and friends who wish to meet up, do call me alright? i wana keep the friendship we had.
i've changed my mobile. please tag me for my no. if i happen to lost your no. in the process of changing phones and no.
thanks! (:
