☆ its been so long.. ☆
sorry for not updating for quite sometime.
din manage to get the chance to use the lappy.
work was hectic.. =x
but glad to meet up with my 5 besties last week after so many donkey months!
thanks ladies for the belated bdae pressie. (=
i lurve it! really, i do.
ima really glad and happy to meet up with eu ladies.
please meet up again. cos i always miss all of eu!!
went to visit dear boy on sunday.
the flower "bee with eu" was missing..
wonder did veron took back or its been taken away by some other peeps..
did i mention i dreamt of him on friday morning?
the dream was so real.
boy, thanks for letting me see eu in the dream.
i know eu came to my dream.
thanks for assuring me eu are doing well over there.
still, i misses eu so much.
wanna hug eu. wanna see the smile of yers. wanna hear eu scolding me. wanna have so much things to do with eu.
i really wish i had enuff time with eu in the past.
i regretted for not having spent enuff time with eu.
forgive me for not being there.
but i promise i will stay strong for the family.
please let me dream of eu often.
only from dreams i can hear eu, see eu and i can talk to eu.
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work hasnt been gud.
stressed!
exhausted for having myself been used by 2 departments.
please, let me be in local projects!
i dunwn myself to be so blur cos ima overloaded with works.
= x saved me from all these please!
thanks daddy for buying my fave perfume, issey miyake! (=
i lurve it so much.
lurve ya dad!
sometimes still feel so neglected by him.
i wish everythg could be better.
all i wish is the attention from eu..
i just need eu to show me some concerns.
i need someone to talk to..
but eu always seems so busy with yer own things.
i dun ask for more.
just be more gentle towards me.
my heart is alr broken after my boy is gone.
i cant afford to by hurt again.
please show me eu lurve me can?
or eu are just tired and bored of our r/s?
should we have a short break before we move on?
please tell me yer feeling, i cant read yer mind..
i wish i could understand eu better.
please..
Boy , I want You back .
11:45 PM
