☆ it is that difficult to stay true? ☆
i wish my mental will can be much more stronger.
i keep telling myself to trust eu, to believe in eu.
but whatever eu had done always broke my heart over and over again.
like what i've said.. ima a sensitive girl. i need double assurance.
its not that difficult to be true to me right?
when i ask:"eu with girls arhx?"
cant eu just be honest and say yes?
why do eu have to beat around the bush.
ima not that stoopid alright?
i can sense.
all i want eu is to be honest and true.
yesh, i agree ima petty and easily jealous.
but.. if eu be true to me, i tink i will trust eu the next time.
if its not of the incident before.
i think i wont be so caution like not.
ima just pretending myself from getting sad.
i just want to be happy.
i just wanna have gud memories with eu.
hais. = x
i simply hate it!
ima controlling my emotions.
i still got 1hr plus to go.
i still got tons of work to be done.
but..
right now, i just feel like going home.
my mind ish in a mess.
boy, i miss eu again.
where are eu now?
) :
Boy , I want You back .
4:37 PM
