☆ whats lurve? ☆
i need a shoulder. can someone just lend me his/her?
just a moment will do..
or a hug will works well too.
wana ask if ima okays right?
NO! I'M NOT AT ALL! I FEEL FUCKING HURT RIGHT NOW!
dun ask me what happen.
i dunno how to elaborate..
in my life right now, only he controls my emotions.
yesh! he = my bf
= x
how i wish i have a tub my ice-cream now.
having finish a tub of ice-cream might brings a little smile on to my face.
( : smile?
i really forgot how to smile.
right now i just hope my boy is around.
i miss him badly..
will eu listen to my ranting again?
will eu still appear in my dream to talk to me?
will eu still guide me along this lonely road?
why do eu have to leave me alone when i needed eu most?
boy..
he broke my heart.
he hurts me lots.
yet i lurve him still.
whats lurve?
do i really need it?
am i in lurve?
am i being lurve by him?
mayb i have put in too much that ima afraid to lose him bahx.
or mayb i just have to let loose a bit?
or mayb we should take a break?
ima lost..
i really dunno what should i do..
its 12+ le.
i still gotta work in a few hrs time.
i know it would be tiring if i dun get some sleep now.
i know my eyes will sure get so swollen in the morning.
but..
i simply cant sleep with a heavy heart..
i wonder if i will go blind if i carry on crying.
tears have been flowing down 1 hr before.
i cant stop.
= x
anyway.
lets end this meaningless entry.
nights to those who read my blog.
( :
Boy , I want You back .
12:31 PM
