i nvr lyk to be alone. neither can i be left alone..
but seems lyk having to be together with him, i need to learn to be left alone.
to learn and accept lonliness.
am i up for tish challenge?
somehow or rather, part of me ish not trying and wanna give up..
i wish my mind can be stronger. but how to?
ima just a coward. ima just an usless bum.
whenever there's things happened, all i know ish hide in a corner and cry.
i learnt to open up.
but who's willing to be there for me?

being alone for the whole dae.
many thoughts runing through my mind.
ive yet to filter them accordingly.
telling myself to leave him alone. restrict myself from calling/texting him.
its hard for me.
but i did it!
i wish things will be better after he settle down.
or mebe i should just get used to tish siuation?
mebe he needs his freedom.
while i just have to try to be more flexible towards him..
i guess tish is the "flyin-kite" theory in a relationship bahx.
sometimes gotta pull. sometimes gotta let it loose.
there's still more for me to learn. i hope ima up for everythg.

i lurve tish sentence : " 爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味！"
its from the song 下雨天.
i really get to taste how lonliness is lyk.
its bitter. i will NEVER lyk it..

IMU!